My affection towards you I currently like a melting ice cream.
Begin with joy.
but since its start melting, the joy decrease.
it is no longer a beautiful ice cream
It tiring to keep on eating fast and faster before it all melts down.
melted ice cream.
sweetness is still there but the texture is different.
the feeling of eating is fading away.
The melted cream running on the fingers is bothersome.
The feeling of wiping it off is getting strong and stronger.
when it gets critical
I might need to throw it away.
However, throwing away affection is not as easy as throwing ice cream
What a life!
Full of unfulfilled love.